Altmetrics
Downloads
144
Views
56
Comments
0
A peer-reviewed article of this preprint also exists.
supplementary.pdf (293.12KB )
This version is not peer-reviewed
Submitted:
12 April 2024
Posted:
16 April 2024
You are already at the latest version
Mother: "[I felt] relief because it confirmed that I hadn't actually done anything wrong.” |
Father: “Before the diagnosis there was always the question: have we done something wrong because he’s so delayed? [...] Receiving a diagnosis allowed us to stop blaming ourselves. |
Father: “When the diagnosis wasn't certain yet, I always just hoped that it was something that could be cured. At least with the diagnosis came the certainty that this was something serious that wouldn't go away.” |
Mother: “It was finally possible to label it, and with that, somehow, came a greater sense of security regarding everyday life and dealings with my child. Before that, everything was anxiety-ridden because I didn’t know what it was, how it would progress, how old she would live to, and I feared the worst. After learning about the diagnosis, everything became easier. There is still anxiety, but overall, there is less fear, and I am more hopeful again.” |
Mother: “Before knowing what this was, we would always worry about what if she has another episode, will she survive the next time, or how long will she live at all? The diagnosis provided some relief, and I felt more settled learning that affected children can live with this condition and grow older. Then there was no longer this fear that she might die at any time.” |
Mother: "The hope of life returning to normal was destroyed." |
Father: “Did knowing the diagnosis make me feel better in any way? I think that I would have felt some relief if I had been told that there was treatment available. But ultimately, I worried more after learning that my child has an unbelievably rare disease, the course of which can potentially be severe or life-threatening, and that children with this condition can die.” |
Father: “Accessing the relevant therapies was not only important for the little one but also for my wife. It provided her with reassurance that she was doing the right thing, and with these supports in place she became more self-confident, and she worried less.” |
Mother: “For a while, I accessed psychological support for myself too, to help address my own feelings of failure and guilt that she had got this disease from me. Fortunately, I realised relatively quickly that it was good to get help. It was important that I did that.” |
Mother: “The same applies to all parents of children with disabilities. How can I access more supports to help care for my child? Where is the balance between doing what is necessary, without this endeavour becoming all-consuming?” |
Father: “You don't feel like doing anything else, other than looking after the little one and informing yourself about their condition. All attention is directed at the little one, not your wife, nor your other child, nor you for that matter. It's all about the little one. [...] I'm just happy at the moment that my little one is alive, but I always worry in the back of my mind about what will happen in two years, what will happen in three years?” |
Mother: “My focus has shifted completely to him [affected child], and I feel as though I can only be happy when he gets well. How can I be happy when my child is so sick? I think it’s a pretty good description of changes in my functioning over the years since his diagnosis. That lightness of life is gone.” |
Father: “Things you used to do with your wife you no longer do. There is no more physical contact. Everything is focused on [our child’s] illness. Two parents fighting together for the child. Two fighters together, but no longer a couple; there is nothing that makes you say "yes, okay, we are still a couple".” |
Father: “One day my oldest daughter, four years old, said to me: “I wish [my sister] wasn’t here.” It hurt a lot [to hear her say that], but it is totally understandable. She felt totally side-lined.” |
Father: “I try to inform myself [about the condition] online, but I stopped seeking out support groups. My child has a milder form of the condition, and I felt out of place [in these groups] compared to others who are clearly more severely affected.” |
Mother: “Of course, I would like to meet families of other similarly affected-children, children who have the same condition, and are of a similar age [to my child]. But that is rather unlikely and perhaps even unrealistic. That’s what is frustrating and difficult about such a rare disease, but you just have to live with it.” |
Mother: “Seeing other [similarly affected] children, regardless of their diagnosis, and meeting other parents [in similar situations to ours], felt like a little cosmos. That was good and something we had not previously experienced at the regular kindergarten and school.” |
Father: “The topic is closed, because even if there is a 25% risk of it happening again, we consider it a selfish risk to take. I would never do it again, even if the risk were 0.1%, in the interest of the child firstly, and also for us as parents.” |
Mother: “Before my child was born, we were certain that if anything had come up on prenatal screening, we would have opted for an abortion. But now that she is born, we have doubts about what is right or wrong for us. My opinion of what matters has changed, and she is no less of a human…” [interrupted because of crying] |
Father: “The diagnosis was not an end point; it was another starting point in and of itself.” |
Parents (N=24) | Mothers (N=13) | Fathers (N=11) |
Median age, years [range] | 44 [29–54] | 46 [39–57] |
Highest level of education attained Secondary school Apprenticeship High school diploma University degree |
1 5 2 5 |
0 5 2 4 |
Average paid employment hours per week, mean [SD] | 20.5 [6.4] | 40.4 [1.7] |
Gross monthly income, n Unemployed < 1,000 € 1,000 € - 2,999 € 3,000 € - 4,999 € > 5,000 € |
3 1 9 0 0 |
0 0 2 3 6 |
Average yearly household income (gross) | € 59,720 | |
Median yearly household income (gross) | € 60,000 | |
Children (N=13) | ||
Sex | Males 4; Females 9 | |
Median age at symptom onset, years [range]$ | 1 [0–15] | |
Median age at diagnosis, years [range]$ | 4 [0.08-19] | |
Median diagnostic odyssey, years [range]$ | 1.5 [0.08-19] | |
Median age at parent enrolment, years [range] | 9 [2–19] | |
Median timing of interview since diagnosis, years [range] | 2 [0–7] | |
Molecular etiologies identified Nuclear DNA defects Affected gene (variant zygosity, inheritance) Mitochondrial DNA defects Variant, gene (tissue-specific heteroplasmy) |
N=10 CLPB (MA, DN) (N=2) ATP5F1E (BA, I) NUBPL (BA, I) TRMU (BA, I) BCS1L (BA, I) C1QBP (BA, I) TK2 (BA, I) PDHA1 (XL, DN) FARS2 (BA, I (x1) and suspected DN (x1)) N=3 m.8993T>C, MT-ATP6 (Bl 100%; mother Bl 14%) m.3243A>G, MT-TL1 (Bl 35%, Bu 61%, U92%) m.10191T>C, MT-ND3 (M 67%, Bl 48%, U 74%) |
|
$ as reported by parents BA, biallelic; MA, monoallelic; XL, X-linked; DN, de novo; I, inherited; Bl, blood; Bu, buccal; M, muscle; U, urine |
Mothers | Fathers | Total (%) | ||
---|---|---|---|---|
Emotional value of a genetic PMD diagnosis第一列左对齐 | ||||
Diagnosis provided validation | 10/13 | 7/11 | 17/24 (71) | |
Diagnosis was empowering | 11/13 | 8/11 | 19/24 (79) | |
Diagnosis provided relief | 9/13 | 3/11 | 12/24 (50) | |
Diagnosis helped talk to friends/family about condition | 10/13 | 10/11 | 20/24 (83) | |
Challenges of navigating the healthcare system | ||||
Diagnosis justified need for supportive therapies | 10/13 | 9/11 | 19/24 (79) | |
Diagnosis did not change access to supportive therapies | 9/13 | 7/11 | 16/24 (67) | |
Insufficient subsidies for supportive therapies despite a diagnosis | 9/13 | 7/11 | 16/24 (67) | |
Changes in daily life and relationship dynamics within the nuclear family | ||||
Diagnosis did not change distribution of caregiving activities | 9/13 | 7/11 | 16/24 (67) | |
Caregiving is compatible with keeping paid employment | 8/13 | 8/11 | 16/24 (67) | |
Diagnosis led to changes structure of daily life | 7/13 | 4/11 | 11/24 (46) | |
Diagnosis impacted finances | 7/13 | 5/11 | 12/24 (50) | |
Diagnosis altered relationship dynamics in nuclear family | 7/13 | 8/11 | 15/24 (63) | |
Value of social supports | ||||
Diagnosis changed interactions with extended family | 8/13 | 5/11 | 13/24 (54) | |
Diagnosis did not change interactions with friends | 10/13 | 7/11 | 17/24 (71) | |
Family and friends are a source of relief | 10/13 | 8/11 | 18/24 (75) | |
Diagnosis did not change contact with community support groups | 10/13 | 10/11 | 20/24 (83) | |
Community support groups are a source of relief | 7/13 | 5/11 | 12/24 (50) | |
Family Planning | ||||
Genetic counselling sought post diagnosis | 12/13 | 10/11 | 22/24 (92) | |
Diagnosis changed desire for more children | 6/13 | 6/11 | 12/24 (50) | |
Preference for prenatal genetic testing | 8/13 | 8/11 | 16/24 (67) | |
Preference for termination of pregnancy if PMD confirmed | 6/13 | 8/11 | 14/24 (58) |
Disclaimer/Publisher’s Note: The statements, opinions and data contained in all publications are solely those of the individual author(s) and contributor(s) and not of MDPI and/or the editor(s). MDPI and/or the editor(s) disclaim responsibility for any injury to people or property resulting from any ideas, methods, instructions or products referred to in the content. |
© 2024 MDPI (Basel, Switzerland) unless otherwise stated